so i went to my old HS to see a musical, Beauty and the Beast. awesome btw! n to my surprise...i see the last person i expected to see was there...C. yes the girl who chose to not talk to me when we were dating. LOL! my  lil sis told me she was walking up the steps n looked up n saw me n she stopped in her tracks to just stare. ahahaha! comedy, i enjoyed my time there. the show was phenomenal, i met up w/some old friends. so my evening went pretty much great. of course except the feeling that i was being watched. lol.

so, i have BIG news. i have a GIRL! awww...haha.

well it's been a week, but i havent been on so i didnt brag about it. but yes, she's amazing n beautiful. she makes me laugh. we talked for about a month before i popped the question, we talked about being together but she was waiting for me to ask. so friday night at one of her bf's bday party, we met up n sat together. she gave me a cute bracelet w/neon colors in the shape of hearts. i was like how cute - i'ma do it tonight! lol. so we sat together n engaged in our first real kiss n held hands n she played with my fresh cut hair. so the kissing would get a lil heavy n so i had to pull away. lol. like really at a club?? *singing* "i wanna make love in this club" lol. on top of that she positioned her legs to look like i was between them. we would have random ppl looking at us when we finished n all the gays boys shout "u guys r soo hot!!" lmao! so i just whispered in her ear all softly "be my gf." she accepted but also let the whole club kno! fyi - dont ask someone out if they're buzzed cuz chances r she'll tell everyone else too. ;P it was great tho. it felt right holding her n kissing her. dayum i miss her. it's been a wk but i'ma see her on tuesday n kick it at her pad. i cant wait to cuddle w/my baby. she caught me off guard n makes everything wrong in my world, not matter. she puts a smile on my face n altho it happened pretty fast - we're enjoying the ride. cant wait til she meets my bf's. we might do hookah next week! sweet-ness.

peace,love&&GodBless

this is copywrited so dont even think about claiming as urs BYOTCH!

so i got a call from my lil sis.  n what i heard deeply saddened me. how many of u have a teacher you'll always remember? a teacher who motivated u, pushed u to be great n was just always great? i have 2 or 3 that ever pushed me to be great cuz they knew my potential. my favorite one died this weekend. :*( tears welled up in my eyes cuz it's hard for my mind to process the news. Mr. L. he was my 5th grade elementary school teacher n very influential...he left an impact on me. he would give me talks about how nothing was out of reach n the sky's the limit n how he believed i can achieve them. my parents grew fond of him cuz i actually did well the year i spent in school with him. my lil sis had him n she feels the same way. the faculty sent out a letter to the students - hopefully it mentions a memorial service cuz i'd like to go. i had the priviledge of seeing him late september, cuz now my lil cousin had him - hence the letter i'm aware of. i spoke to him as to what had become of my life n wat i accomplished n i expressed to him he had an impact in my life. he went on to say to not settle with wat i had, cuz i can have more. still the same Mr. L i had 10 years ago. he was in his mid to late 50's n appeared to be in such great shape, however the reasons for his passing are still unknown to everyone else. so, now he's gone but all the talks - i'll still have with me. i cant speak of or begin to imagine wat his family must be going thru, but my prayers go out to them in this very difficult time. as an educator, he was great, no one could compare n i have no doubt in my mind that he's in a much better place. hope to see u up there Mr. L!

RIP Jose Landaverde